:: Azman :: Our remote control says hi ::
Azman is in Bangkok at the
moment to work on some project at Sony Thailand.
He will be coming home on
Friday night, that’s less than 48 hours from now. No big deal, that’s just pretty
much the same to the tiny amount of time it takes to get my eyebrow done myself.
When I droved into the cul-de-sac where our home is this evening, I saw his car
at the corner and I do feel so sebak. Poor car. Its rightful owner is away and
it must feel very lonely. It does feel strange to me though; since I got back
home our TV hasn’t been playing any sports channel at all. I flipped from MTV
to Hallmark to Hitz.Tv and nobody yells at me at all. I call ESPN a stupid channel and no heart gets
broken at all. This is not right. I wish Azman comes back home soon. I think
the Astro decoder misses him a lot.
December 14th, 2006 at 8:49 pm
Well, I’ve been in da same situation like yours but mine was much more painful.. It’s happened when my hubby has been sent to transfering product in Jabil Circuit, Mexico for a month. And my baby was just three months aged. You couldn’t imagine how we were suffering for being thousand miles apart especially since our baby was born. I’ve been sent to my mother-in-law place for “pantang” process, where there were a lot of “daun kayu” could be easily found there and to be used against “pantang” period. And totally, it’s more than 100 days we’ve been apart! But what I could learn was.. what was LOVE actually meant, especially when he was far away from me. I couldn’t touch him but the feeling of missing him was realling touching me! That is real LOVE! We don’t appreciate it untill we lost it.. When you feel lonely, that was the hardest part for you to ignore that you are missing him sooooo and sooo much! The more we missed him, the more we feel the meaning of LOVE. Don’t you think so? So, don’t fight your feelings.. but just let it go… and you won’t regret it!
December 15th, 2006 at 3:09 am
wow! now thats a long comment!!